Midyear First Post

My life has been pretty good. Uneventful, so good.

I haven't been happy with myself lately, but I am trying to change that. When I was young, cynicism was fresh and fun. Now that I am a little older, it's just bitter. I am trying to become a more positive person. I think if I like other people more, I can like myself more.

I haven't been writing or thinking much. I scatter my writings around various mediums. It's all very inconsistent. My goal is write at least once or twice a month on this blog. Let you know that I'm alive.

On a more positive note (that's the goal!) - I have new obsessions to kill time. Most notably, Doctor Who! Doctor Who? Doctor Who! Share my passion and remain my friend.

i'm feeling better

Drinking orange juice really helps.

an update from class

Dear reader (Deb),

I'm in this Chemical Literature class listening to some lecture about volumes and issues and completely irrelevant mind-numbing (non)information.

I wish I wrote more. I bought a new journal for 2012 but I rarely write in it now. I never update my blog either. I wonder how I managed to write daily in high school. Look at my archive. The updates have decreased exponentially throughout the years. Has my life become so dull? It was never that interesting to begin with, so that can't be the reason.

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One month to graduation (assuming I pass my finals). What to do after? I am going to "travel" for a bit so I can avoid the "real" world for awhile more. And then I work and decline into total failure and live in boredom until I mentally and physically decay into nothing.

And something might happen in between.