I have to return to school in less than two weeks and I'm getting that nervous, anxious feeling in my stomach again. You know, that feeling that makes me feel like a total failure. Yea, that one. I'll get over it once I get to SC.
By time anger is calmed, happiness dwindled and sadness cured. But guilt never lifts. Not until it's over. I say it's the worst thing to feel. So cheer up, sad one. Yes, you.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
one week
It's scary to think that I will be done with my second year in one week. I am excited for summer, but I am so nervous about the finals. I am too "stressed" to study. =( I am going to get my life back together this summer: work out, eat right, write, read etc.
What if people normally run instead of walk? When you are out in the street, you see everyone running. You see someone walk and you have to slow down to ask, "Hey, what's with the slow walking?" And maybe the person will say something like, "I'm so early for work that I have to walk." Then you think to yourself that you have not walked in so long and you will try to fit in some time for walking this week.
What if people normally run instead of walk? When you are out in the street, you see everyone running. You see someone walk and you have to slow down to ask, "Hey, what's with the slow walking?" And maybe the person will say something like, "I'm so early for work that I have to walk." Then you think to yourself that you have not walked in so long and you will try to fit in some time for walking this week.
Saturday, March 13, 2010
that's right, i'm here again
I'm so upset that break is already over. It feels like the night before leaving although it's actually day. It's raining outside so the sky looks quite gloomy. I see a little bit of light outside my window, but it feels like nighttime every time I turn around to work. This is depressing. I have not gotten any work done over break. "The time you enjoy wasting is not wasted time." I keep trying to tell myself that. I keep trying.
.edit// I've been trying to finish up the Aldehydes and Ketones chapter, but haven't gotten much progress. I started the chapter yesterday and have read a total of 16 pages so far. I think I'll call that my accomplishment of the week and move on.
.edit// I've been trying to finish up the Aldehydes and Ketones chapter, but haven't gotten much progress. I started the chapter yesterday and have read a total of 16 pages so far. I think I'll call that my accomplishment of the week and move on.
Friday, August 21, 2009
Penn State Tomorrow
I am going back to school tomorrow. I haven't felt anything up until today. Now I'm nervous, sad and a whole bunch of other things. I look back and wonder what I've done all summer. I regret not spending more time with some friends, with family, etc. I want to finish this whole leaving process. The night before I leave is always the worst part. I miss college, but this day is so difficult.