I'm so upset that break is already over. It feels like the night before leaving although it's actually day. It's raining outside so the sky looks quite gloomy. I see a little bit of light outside my window, but it feels like nighttime every time I turn around to work. This is depressing. I have not gotten any work done over break. "The time you enjoy wasting is not wasted time." I keep trying to tell myself that. I keep trying.
.edit// I've been trying to finish up the Aldehydes and Ketones chapter, but haven't gotten much progress. I started the chapter yesterday and have read a total of 16 pages so far. I think I'll call that my accomplishment of the week and move on.
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I understand. I feel the same way. I didn't do anything with this week I had. I didn't even meet anyone. I made plans and then I broke them. I barely left the house. I feel rotten and completely apathetic. Also I brought a bunch of books back with me to read and study and I didn't do any of it.
I'm so sick and tired of everything. All I want to do now is sleep.
What's the point of trying to change anymore? I don't even have the energy to try.
Only you understand. I don't even feel like I deserve to be called a human being. >.<
Summer will come.
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